Came across this via Scott Williams quoting Darryl Dash paraphrasing Earl Creps at the Revive Your Soul conference last month:
I would add "and love".
Otherwise, that about covers it.
In a project I'm working on, I wrote something similar yesterday:
"There is a song that says:
You don’t need to be better; you probably don’t even need to be as “good” as you presently are. You don’t need to follow the rules one minute more. What you really need is to experience the true grace of God, a grace that says, “Because of my Son, you are perfect exactly the way you are, now go live like you mean it!”. The moment we believe we are presently less perfect than we ought to be, or more perfect than any other human, we call God a liar and negate the victory given us by the death of Jesus. If you believe anything you do or don’t do has any bearing at all on life in Christ, you are missing out on LIFE. If you believe anything anyone else does or doesn’t do makes them less “good” than you are, you rob them of the right to LIFE.
In all my experience in Church, I found one thing to be true. We spent a hell of a lot of time robbing each other of LIFE. Every moment I spent in church in any form could be summed up one way: “Be Better”. Sermons were 5-bullet-point lectures on how to experience better Christian life, how to avoid temptation, how to become closer to Jesus. Not a whole lot in there about living how we already are. There was often a “Yes, but” attitude. We are no longer sinners because Christ set us free, but we must work to become more holy. We are accepted and loved unconditionally just the way we are, but we must be maturing as time goes by.
We don’t need to be better, not one stinking iota. Honestly, I believe we need to be far, far worse. We need to really live in our brokenness, and be OK with that. I learned, after years spent in this system, that what I really needed, what could save me from myself, was to learn to be unholy. For the minute we believe we have taken a single step closer to holiness, we believe everyone else is a step behind us. Even if only a step, we will begin to judge those we perceive to be less holy than we are. The more we judge, the holier we feel. Soon, we believe we are doing pretty damn well in God’s eyes.
Instead, all we really end up with is loads and loads of holy shit."
"He did not come to make bad people good or good people better; he came to make dead people live."
I would add "and love".
Otherwise, that about covers it.
In a project I'm working on, I wrote something similar yesterday:
"There is a song that says:
I absolutely agree with that sentiment, however, I believe freedom is also another word for nothing left to gain. As in nothing left to gain by believing or behaving a certain way. If we have Christ, we truly have nothing left to gain through our actions, theology or lifestyle. To be blunt, nothing gets us more saved than we already are. We really ought to start living like it.Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose.
You don’t need to be better; you probably don’t even need to be as “good” as you presently are. You don’t need to follow the rules one minute more. What you really need is to experience the true grace of God, a grace that says, “Because of my Son, you are perfect exactly the way you are, now go live like you mean it!”. The moment we believe we are presently less perfect than we ought to be, or more perfect than any other human, we call God a liar and negate the victory given us by the death of Jesus. If you believe anything you do or don’t do has any bearing at all on life in Christ, you are missing out on LIFE. If you believe anything anyone else does or doesn’t do makes them less “good” than you are, you rob them of the right to LIFE.
In all my experience in Church, I found one thing to be true. We spent a hell of a lot of time robbing each other of LIFE. Every moment I spent in church in any form could be summed up one way: “Be Better”. Sermons were 5-bullet-point lectures on how to experience better Christian life, how to avoid temptation, how to become closer to Jesus. Not a whole lot in there about living how we already are. There was often a “Yes, but” attitude. We are no longer sinners because Christ set us free, but we must work to become more holy. We are accepted and loved unconditionally just the way we are, but we must be maturing as time goes by.
We don’t need to be better, not one stinking iota. Honestly, I believe we need to be far, far worse. We need to really live in our brokenness, and be OK with that. I learned, after years spent in this system, that what I really needed, what could save me from myself, was to learn to be unholy. For the minute we believe we have taken a single step closer to holiness, we believe everyone else is a step behind us. Even if only a step, we will begin to judge those we perceive to be less holy than we are. The more we judge, the holier we feel. Soon, we believe we are doing pretty damn well in God’s eyes.
Instead, all we really end up with is loads and loads of holy shit."
"Holy shit"! I love it! :-)
ReplyDeleteI am full of holy shit.
You have me thinkin', as usual. Thanks for the post!
You're welcome Jim. Don't think too hard.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful, Erin, just beautiful. I have been learning the exact same things in my life over the past year. It makes me sad that I've wasted so much of my life "trying," when all I had to believe it was already all done! Sigh. But, thank God today is a fresh day with fresh wind blowing the winds of grace on my face!
ReplyDeleteFreedom. It's very heady, isn't it?
ReplyDeleteHugs for you, dude. I love watching your journey ... or reading your journey, more like it.
Hi Erin,
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed that. I remember, in the past, being quite envious of worldly people. Those people could just get on with their lives be they good or bad without having to act and speak a certain way. I think I actually ended up so self-deluded that I mistook my improving christian act for spiritual growth
erin, love it!!!!!!! "freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose....nothing more to gain.." sooooo good.
ReplyDeletehere's to more and more freedom and less and less holy shit in the months and months to come!
I like to call trying to be better, Bullshit.
ReplyDeleteBut, I like holy shit too.
Erin you've outdid yourself here.
Thanks for the reminder of grace.
Erin ~
ReplyDeleteWow! I loved it!
Does this mean that we are free to live? that we are "wounded healers"? that we are loved lovers? that the focus on holiness moves from negative to positive?
I have long felt that we can only share what is already ours.
I have to go celebrate!
Thanks Tracy. I tried my hardest and still completely failed at what I believed God expected of me...and it makes me sad, too...all the time I spent.
ReplyDeleteSue - So I'm a spectator sport now? ;-)
ReplyDeleteStu - I know what you mean about people who were not bothered with all the "Christian" rules. I used to be so jealous.
ReplyDeleteKathy - Amen! Preach it, sistah!
ReplyDeleteThanks Rhonda, "bullshit" is good too. Whatever you call it, I used to be expert at it.
ReplyDeleteGlenn - I think it means that holiness is a done deal. But I like to be a loved lover, too. It's important to me to be free to love whomever (in the Jesus sense, not the romantic sense) without worrying about whom is holier than whom.
ReplyDeletea janis quote is always a great way to make a great point.
ReplyDeleteWe spent a hell of a lot of time robbing each other of LIFE. Every moment I spent in church in any form could be summed up one way: “Be Better”.
preach it up,erin!
I chased the Be Better for Jesus mirage for nearly two decades. It wore me out. Now I am daring God to be gracious to me without me trying to be better. And guess what? He wins the dare. Every time. I cannot persuade him to abandon me to religious ritual to gain his favor.
This is an effin mind blower to me. Totally ripped effin mind blower.
(and hey, I miss you too. Sigh. Let's talk before you take off this week...)
Last week when I was writing, a thought entered my head in reference to it being easier to pass a camel through the eye of needle. I was contemplating the word rich as being spiritual as well as or even instead of temporal.
ReplyDeleteYou have nailed a very important point Erin. Thanks.
Hi Erin,
ReplyDeleteI'm including a link to a blog of an Aussie acquaintance of mine (we have mutal friends) who has spent the last 12 months in the US. She shares her testimony and I thought of you when I listened to it because I thought you would be able to relate. Hope you enjoy it.
Click here.
Pam - I like what you said about daring God to love you without being better - I've been on that path, too, and he never fails to surprise me.
ReplyDeleteBut I'm completely lost on your Janis reference.
Mike - That's an interesting thought, thanks for sharing it. I never looked at it that way before.
ReplyDeleteAnd Thank you.
Susan - Thanks! I'll check it out as soon as I can.
ReplyDeleteBecause Janis covered "Me and Bobby McGee", but as Wikipedia notes:
ReplyDelete"Me and Bobby McGee" is a song written by Kris Kristofferson and Fred Foster, originally performed by Roger Miller, but best remembered for Janis Joplin's cover of the song, recorded a few days before her death in October 1970.
Jim - Oh, DUH! So I haven't had my coffee yet this morning. Sheesh...
ReplyDeleteI wasn't even thinking about Janis when I quoted the lyric, it was just there in my head.
great stuff erin. i'm too tired to say much, but thanks for writing it. have been having some similar thoughts. maybe i'll post them eventually!
ReplyDeleteThanks Cindy. Why are you so tired? Feeeling OK?
ReplyDeleteGood Morning Erin!
ReplyDeleteI always know when I'm waiting on you for a post it's going to be a good one and this one sure is!
So where are you going? I miss you to! And I totally love that you missed the Joplin connection...yeah, I'm warped:)
remember the day we met for lunch after my class and I was pretty blown away and not really able to put it into words? we had gone over the "ask,seek,knock and narrow gate" section of the Sermon on the Mount. It was amazing and I'm still processing it but to see the overall picture of what Jesus was saying and not just hear a snippet for a sermon made me realize the "ask, seek, pray" part wasn't for just anything we want or desire. He was talking about how to develop this heart like God and that we can't DO anything on our own to get there we have to "ask, seek & knock" and God will provide the change. Then what if the narrow gate isn't the baggage normally that's been associated with it...don't drink, don't smoke etc but what if the baggage is our outward efforts to please God..over and over again in this sermon Jesus is cutting to the heart...our hearts...what if that's all we can carry thru the gate...our stripped down selves...I think you hit on that here perfectly!!
i didn't plan well for decorating cookies for the gift shop, so i was up til 1:30 last night- on my feet- getting that done. maybe i'll remember to schedule better next time!
ReplyDeleteDonna - You always get what I'm saying in the coolest ways. That's so interesting...I'll have to think about it.
ReplyDeleteYes, I miss you too, but it's been longer since I've seen Pam! Anyhow, we're going to the coast for spring break...but let's make a date after that for sure!
Oh Cindy...hope you are able to rest a bit today...you did Easter cookies? Post a photo, I wanna see!
ReplyDeletei so can't believe you missed the janis reference! does barbara know about this? ok, we need to hook you up with some joplin. do you have any? we have her greatest hits collection. i can burn you a cd if you like.
ReplyDeleteyou must be feeling nearly faded as my jeans, my friend. :-)
Pam - Oh, I knew it, I just wasn't awake yet. When I wrote it I wasn't thinking of that though, I just had this quote in my head.
ReplyDeleteErin,
ReplyDeleteYou know I agree with you on the things you and I have been through and where we are now. But this is a great new perspective, and a great new way to explain the feelings we had while there.
One questions came up for me while reading, and that is "calling God a liar." Why would we be calling God a liar. I have at least two ways we would be doing that. What were you refering to?
Hey Nate - Because we are saved by grace, at the moment we believe there is anything we have to do to earn our salvation, we are calling God a liar. Does that make sense?
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