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7.29.2006

Things I read recently



Religion and Ethics Newsweekly: Profile of Dr. Francis Collins
"This week's stem cell debate highlighted tensions among science, ethics and religion that seem to be rising on many fronts. Bob Abernethy talked about these tensions with one of the world's leading geneticists -- Dr. Francis Collins, who led the effort to map the human genome. Collins is a research scientist, a medical doctor, and an evangelical Christian. He has written a new book called THE LANGUAGE OF GOD (The Free Press,2006), which he hopes will help bridge some of the gaps between faith and science."

and related R&E Newsweekly: Excerpt: The language of God: A Scientist Presents Evidence For Belief by Francis S. Collins

Also on R&E: last year they profiled emerging churches (here and here), this week they have covered Megachurches.

On Emerging Pensees: Mike Clawson writes "What is sin?"

Emerging Grace: "Who's in the Back Row?"

At Jesus Creed, Scot McKnight writes "The Case for Liberal Evangelicals" 1, 2, and 3

At Open Source Theology: "What (again) is an Emerging Theology?"

At WorldNet Daily Jim Rutz (author of Megashift) writes about House Churches in light of George Barna's research. (HT House Church Blog)

and one of my newest favoritest sites: The Cool Hunter "The Cool Hunter brings today's most happening movements, styles and trends to readers across the globe covering genres such as fashion, music, urban living, designer and cultural trends."
Check it out. Really. I found some new music there and countless other curiosities.



Signing off, Lily.

7.28.2006

CCM Patrol


As mentioned in my previous post, there is a relatively new blog called CCM Patrol. In christian jargon, CCM stands for "Contemporary Christian Music". Or the "Christian (sub)Culture Mockery". Depends on how you look at it.

This is what they say about their site:
"In case the statement has to be made, Christian music should not be the laughingstock of cultural phenomena. Unlike popular Christian magazines that *cough* cover Christian music, no blunders, artistic or otherwise, will be spared scrutiny here. Especially if they lend to making a funny and / or mean joke. If you are willing to put forth your material for thousands to hear, then you deserve to be ridiculed if it's horrible. All of the more so because you are supposedly also endorsed by God. God's name should not, in fact, be raped on the radio."
I got the link from Addison Road, but there is some other chatter about it in the blog world.

Bob Hyatt (who credits TSK, but the link doesn't work for me) says, "Back in the day, when I was working with youth, I would read the myriad teen Christian magazines that would come my way, and pay special interest to the music reviews. I was always looking for some good music to turn the kids on to...One day, however, the thought hit me: "These reviewers never give a negative review!?! How could that be???"

The Boar's Head Tavern also credits Addison Road.

Michael Lee at Addison Road says in a post comment, "His site is small right now, I think in 3 months it’ll be huuuuuge."

We'll see, we'll see. But if you're as big a "fan" *cough* of CCM as I am, you will probably enjoy this site.

Validation for my Secular Music post


Sooo...today I was reading over at CCMPatrol (Ht Addison Road) and I came across this:
"For all of the heat that the CCM media take here, we would be amiss not to mention the occasions on which somebody gets something right. And Christianity Today , the publication that consistently gets closest to actual music criticism, is doing something else right.The magazine has recently begun a new feature entitled “Glimpses of God,” which reviews “secular” artists who ask and address spiritual questions in their music."
So I followed the link to the "new feature" and was surprised by what I found.
"In recent years, we've noticed an increased interest in spiritual themes in today's popular music outside the Christian subculture. We refer to these faith-inspired examples as Glimpses of God. Some of them are by Christian artists working in the mainstream music industry. Others are nonbelievers who are clearly soul searching. Regardless, these challenging examples give the listener something to think about—and an open door to discussing matters of faith with non-Christians."
At the bottom of the page there is a list of secular bands/artitsts that CT sees as posessing "glimses of God". I scrolled down and sure enough, Linkin' Park was there. I followed the link and this is what I found:
"I want to heal/I want to feel what I thought was never real/I want to let go of the pain I've held so long/(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)/I want to heal/I want to feel like I'm close to something real/I want to find something I've wanted all along/Somewhere I belong" — from "Somewhere I Belong"

"
Linkin Park's popularity stems not only from their solid, hook-filled sound, but also because of their passion, optimism, and search for spiritual truths. The band has toured with P.O.D. and Project 86, prompting many to wonder if Linkin Park has some tie to Christianity. In an interview with Shoutweb, lead emcee and vocalist Mike Shinoda revealed that he "was raised in a really, really liberal Protestant church. Two of the guys are Jewish. [Sample master] Joe [Hahn] was raised in a little more conservative Christian church and [lead vocalist] Chester Bennington has his own really unique views on religion. In general, we are all over the place."
I was not aware of this article before I wrote my most recent "Secular Music" post. I'm not kidding. I didn't. I swear.

A couple other of my secular favs made the list as well. See the links for what CT had to say about them.

Audioslave

Coldplay (and here)

Depeche Mode

Matisyahu (though I don't consider him "secular", per se)

Train

Weezer

And for those of you in the emerging set, Sufjan Stevens got a mention or two, too.

The reviews are conservative, each with the disclaimer that
"Unless specified clearly, we are not implying whether this artist is or is not a Christian. The views expressed are simply the author's."
The concept is great, but I definitely don't like the "institutional" bent in the reviews ... see what I mean in this quote from the Linkin Park review (empahsis mine):
"Then there are the songs such as "Somewhere I Belong," the album's extremely catchy first single-and in some ways a new generation's version of U2's "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For." Excerpted above, the song in one sense extols self-enlightenment. On the other hand, it's a strong declaration of confession and surrender that easily can be interpreted as a desire to purge our sinful nature: "I will never be anything 'til I break away from me." Similarly, the beautiful "Easier to Run" seems to convey a struggle with the sins of the past: "Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back/And never moving forward so there'd never be a past." The band resolves to make a change with the generically written and uncharacteristically pop-sounding "Breaking the Habit"—"I don't know how I got this way/I'll never be alright/So I'm breaking the habit tonight."
Please, let's not read too much into these artists lyrics. It seems disrespectful (as is the general habit of conservative christianity in reference to secular people or things) to the artists to put a gratuitous religious spin on everything they say. Avoid wringing pathetic drops of Christian blood out of them so that they can gain measured validity in the conservative world. If a secular song is encouraging or inspiring, review it for it's content and artistic value, refusing to make lame attempts to draw it into the christian matrix.

And let up with the U2 comparisons. Pretty Please?

Much to my chagrin, it is now apparently trendy to see God in secular music.

In fact, far too trendy for my taste. I can't reduce myself to fitting in with something so fluff as Christianity Today.

I guess I'll have to find a new trademark.

7.27.2006

Comment Shy


Oh, I'll admit it. I have a disorder called "comment shyness", otherwise known as being a "lurker". In other words, I seldom find myself brave enough to comment on other blogs. There are a few where I feel comfortable, but not many. In part this is because the blogosphere is still primarily a "guys" world. It's also a problem because so many people are so much smarter than I am.

I have a great fear of saying something stupid, which seems to be about 90% of everything I say. Often I will have a comment I want to post on a blog and my thought process goes like this:

Begin to type comment. No wait, that sounds stupid. I don't really know that much about this topic. Delete Delete Delete. Start again. Ok, that's better. Type Type Type. Reread. Uh-oh, I'll bet someone takes that the wrong way. Hm, how can I reword it? Ok, I think I have it. Continue typing. Pause. I wonder if I'm right about that. I better check my sources. Well, it seems I've remembered that concept correctly. Ok, I think I've said what I want to say. Do I seem presumptuous? I don't really know this person, and all the other commenters seem to know them. Ugh. Do I sound bossy or know-it-all? Reread. Make some edits. Be brave. Almost hit the "post comment" button. Wait. I know someone won't like what I said. What if someone wants to argue with me? Delete Delete. Anyhow, these people aren't going to care what I have to say. Oh to heck with it. Delete the whole thing. Ferghedaboudit.

Arrrggggh!

So I did some research.

Wikipedia says "Most lurkers are either shy, feel inadequately educated on a given topic, or are uncomfortable expressing their thoughts in written form on email lists. They enjoy reading others' posts and responses to them, but refrain from adding their own contributions."

Sister Toldjah says "Are you a blogger or commenter who is “comment shy” at other blogs? I didn’t used to be that way - but noticed something about myself this past weekend: I’m reluctant to post comments on other blogs. I do sometimes, but it’s rare. I’m going to have to work on getting over my reluctance. It’s just that a lot of blogs just have their own clique of sorts, and you almost feel like you’re ‘intruding’ on it when you comment. No one has ever made me feel that way, it’s just the way I view it. Is it just me?"

Slashdot takes it seriously: "Lurkers are the biggest single disenfranchised group on the Net and the Web. Even though there are far more Lurkers than participants in most websites that permit posting and open discussions, they are invisible, sometimes counted but almost never seen or heard...The schism between people who post and those who don't is a significant issue for public websites for all sorts of reasons, ranging from the commercial to free speech...This enormous disparity between huge numbers of Lurkers and small numbers of public posters skews agendas, distorts arguments, and, worst of all, drives away countless potential contributors."

Some of my research led to talk of the fear of flaming - Wikipedia defines flaming as "the act of posting messages that are deliberately hostile and insulting, usually in the social context of a discussion board on the Internet." [Actually a thoroughly entertaining Wiki entry - you should make a point to read the entire thing.] This does not impact me, as the blogs I read don't generaly seem to have a problem with flaming, and I generally avoid the ones that do.

Many of the blogs I read periodically ask lurkers to "come out". I almost never do.

I guess I could post my comments anonymously, but honestly I don't believe in that. That's worse than being comment-chicken. Not to say that there aren't legitimate anonymous commenter, but many of them just hide behind anonymity to say things they wouldn't dare to say to the bloggers face.

The worst thing is when my comment is ignored by both the blogger and the other commenters. Not so much on blogs I post on more frequently (for me frequently translates to more than once). But to get up the guts for the first time to delurk and then be completely ignored really stinks. This just perpetuates the fear of commenting. Now I understand that some blogs get so many comments that it's virtually impossible for the blogger to respond to each one. In this case, maybe a veteran commenter on those blogs could at least welcome a newcomer? They occasionally do, but often not.

I fully intend to reply to all comments posted here ... 61 so far. I know I have missed some, and if I have I am sorry. This is not intentional, sometimes Blogger doesn't notify me of comments and I don't see them till way later. Sometimes for reasons unknown to me, Eudora puts my notifications in the trash. The other reason could be being out of town or ill. But I do my very best.

Some people believe that lurking is an admittance of low self-esteem. I don't think this is the overall problem for me. However there is a certain trepidation of saying something in public to someone you don't know, have no relationship with and have never met; among people whom you don't know, have no relationship with and have never met, some of which have at least some level of relationship with each other.

In any case, if anyone knows of support or treatment for this disorder, please feel free to share it with me. Until then, I will do my best. But if I lurk, you'll have to forgive me. And if I link to you without commenting on your blog, it's not because I don't like you ;)

Lily

Music on the "other" side ...


If you're not into rock/hardcore music, then feel free to pass this one up.

I'm into music. Big surprise there. Anyhow, I don't look for music specifically by genre. Christian or secular or something-inbetween, if it sounds good and speaks to me, I like it. But I do sometimes have a hard time finding "Christian" music that is loud or obnoxious enough to suit my taste. Hubby and I like a band called As I Lay Dying (metalcore ... not for the faint of ears). We first saw them on Fuse - can't remember what the show was. Anyhow, they were just talking and something was said about their faith and we were like "cool". Then their video for "Through Struggle" was played and we liked it so we looked them up. These guys were on the Taste of Chaos Tour with some pretty hardcore secular bands and we were impressed by that, meaning a) they HAD to be good, and b) they were pretty brave.

These two quotes said a lot to us about who they are:
"Are you guys Christians in a band or a Christian band?
I'm not sure what the difference is between five Christians playing in a band and a Christian band. If you truly believe something, then it should affect every area of your life. All five of us are Christians. I believe that change should start with me first, and as a result, our lyrics do not come across very "preachy." Many of our songs are about life, struggles, mistakes, relationships and other issues that don't fit entirely in the spiritual category. However, all of these topics are written about through my perspective as a christian."
"How can you be a Christian band and go on tour with bands who represent themselves as evil, satan worshipers?
We hope to intelligently represent a faith that has been very misrepresented in the entertainment industry. There isn't much diversity of thought within metal music and I believe it is important for people to understand opposing views before drawing conclusions. I hope other bands and their fans have an open mind and respect for what we are saying, so it's fair for them to expect the same from us. If truth is the basis of our belief, then the questions other bands/fans have are an important way to understanding what/why we believe. Most of the bands we tour with would never hear a well represented explanation of Christianity if we just stayed home."
Anyhow... moving right along ...

If you use iTunes, you know that they offer a couple freebies on the Music Store main page (at the very bottom, left side). I'm not clear on how often they change (daily or weekly or random?) but I try to make a point to check it out periodically. After all what's better than free tunes?

So a few days ago there was a freebie called "Love Found Me" by Decemberadio. I had never heard of them, but the tune caught my attention, so I got it. So I played it for my husband, and we both decided we really liked it. Interestingly enough, a quick Google search revealed something that we didn't know - they are a Christian band.

Great to know that there are so many Christian musicians out there that ROCK.

Secular music ...


So if you have read here very long you know I like to find God in strange places. I came across this song awhile back and found hope in it. Though I am not in the same hopeless place I was when this song really spoke to me, it still encourages me I wanted to share it.

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin'Park

(When this began) I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused) And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose) Just stuck Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused) Looking everywhere Only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I) What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

7.26.2006

The Revolution


I just read George Barna's Revolution.

I don't have anything to add to most of it, as it has been discussed in great length and detail by other, more qualified, bloggers. I also realize I am late in the game, since this book has been out awhile. I just now got my hands on a copy through the local library (though much to my amazement I also just got my grubby little hands on The Secret Message of Jesus by Brian McLaren, which I intend to devour post-haste.)

Most of Revolution was as I expected it to be. I have read so much about the book at this point that I didn't have any jaw-dropping responses to it. While this book addressed a significant issue in today's church, and I appreciate that someone like George Barna was wiling to take it on, I did have one concern with the book. As with the issue of the label of "emerging church", I am not a big fan of giving a Name or Title (Revolutionary) to something so intrinsically grass-roots. The name or title suggests it is some kind of organized movement, when it really just consists of millions of individual people who are solely concerned with following God in the best way they know how. That said, I did particularly enjoy Chapter 13.

Chapter 13 is titled "What the Critics will Say". I want to quote some of it and then comment. I am leaving out portions for brevity, but am not omitting anything that changes the context of what is being said.

First, though, I want to clarify the term Revolutionary that Barna uses in the following quotes. He defines it earlier in the book:
"Millions of devout followers of Jesus Christ are repudiating tepid systems and practices of the Christian faith and introducing a wholesale shift in how faith is understood, integrated, and influencing the world. Because human beings become what they believe, and practicing what they believe is the swiftest and surest means of generating lasting change, this revolution of faith is the most significant transition you or I will experience during our lifetime."
Back to Chapter 13: The following quotes consist of what Mr. Barna has to say about the critics of the Revolutionaries and their emigration out of the local churches.
"If you mention that millions of deeply devout Christians whose lives are centered on knowing, loving, and serving God live independently of a local church, you can count on criticism from the church establishment.

"Mainstream leaders seem to be voicing three dimensions of concern about believers making a conscious decision to separate from the local church.
The first concern Mr. Barna addresses: Critics argue that you must go to church.
"The first is an appeal to their interpretation of scripture...'The Bible clearly teaches that we are not to forsake the assembling of believers to worship God. Scripture also commands us to be accountable to the church and to be under the headship of His anointed leaders."

"In fact, when the Bible admonishes us to gather together, it does not imply that that should be a church service or congregational event....Such interaction could be in a worship service or at Starbuck's; it might be satisfied through a Sunday school class or a dinner in a fellow believer's home.

"The Bible does not tell us that worship must happen in a church sanctuary...it simply tells us that we must worship God regularly and purely, in spirit and truth."

"And let's be loving but honest about what really goes on within the body of Christ today. No informed Christian leader could make a straight-faced argument that involvement in a local church necessarily produces a more robust spiritual life than that seen among Revolutionaries."
"Christians who are involved in a local church are actually less likely than Revolutionaries to lead a biblical lifestyle.

"True Revolutionaries agree that being isolated from other believers - i.e. the Church (note the capital C) - is unbiblical. However, while they may not be integrated into a formal church congregation, they are not isolated from the Church...Every Revolutionary I have interviewed described a network of Christians to whom he or she relates regularly and a portfolio of spiritual activities which he or she engages in on a regular basis."
The second concern: The new church of Laodicea.
"The second stream of concern contends that believers will become spiritually lazy and even compromise the principles and theology of the Christian faith because of their disconnection from the local church. The problem with this argument is that we find a measurably greater degree of lukewarm faith among believers in the pews."

"Warnings about heresy creeping into the minds and hearts of the Christian body are always worthy of consideration. However it is just as easy to identify heretical teachings proposed from America's pulpits as it is to identify heretical revolutionaries."
The third concern: The tearing down of the institution.
"The final thread of dismay is based on the argument that massive departures from the local church will dissipate the hard-won, expensive resources of the church community and its influence upon culture. As part of the Church, Revolutionaries have no interest in denigrating any segment of the Kingdom; their goal is to be agents of transformation who support and add value to the good that exists in the Church."

"To those who are worried about their investment in congregational real estate, the only answer is to recognize that...those resources can be useful in building up the body of Christ, but we can never allow bricks-and-mortar to be the engine that drives the Church."
Now for my thoughts.

I don't necessarily see myself as a Revolutionary. I am still unsure of whether I fit into that category as Barna defines it. I am not convinced that I left the church for true "revolutionary" reasons but more for the reasons of personal emotional and spiritual health and safety.

Well, as I think about that, yes I left due to some overwhelming circumstances that I thought were not dealt with in a gracious christian manner, and by being involved in those circumstances and being a voice of dissent as to how it was handled, I experienced a great deal of personal pain and was ostrasized to the point that I had no choice but to leave.

However, the background of those circumstances and my response to them was the result of a season of tremendous spiritual "revolution" within myself, changes that made it increasingly obvious I did not fit into the model of church I was involved in. Today I can honestly say this is not a statement of animosity, only a reality of truth.

But do I see myself as a permanent expatriate from church? Not necessarily. I am not claiming that I wish or am meant to stay in this place of disconnect. I do know that it has been my spiritual lifeline to be able to remove myself from church proper for a season.

I believe it is possible to be a Revolutionary and be in a local church, but this is far from appropriate for every Revolutionary. I personally hope to find a place where I can be a pioneer and still have a place to call home, but I surely respect and admire those who are willing to make sacrifices and be agents of change independently of the local church. I understand why those people are there and I will cheer them on.

7.24.2006

What went wrong? And Red Giants.


Just a question - I'm thinking out loud here. What went wrong with the megachurch?

Disclaimer: in fairness, I do want to say, as my husband put it this evening, that the megachurch works extremely well for certain types of people. What I want to address is why it does not work for so many of us.

According to George Barna's book Revolution, the last 30 years or so have been the era of the megachurch, and at present we are moving out of that era. People who flocked to the megachurches in droves even a decade ago are now abandoning the modern church model at a record pace. Megachurches are shrinking. All other models of church are growing, be it house church, simple church, neighborhood or community church, pub church ... or whatever. Why? I don't mean the nitty gritty of "why" - we bloggers have hashed and rehashed the realities and the practicalities and systems that no longer work for us until we are weary of the discussion.

What I want to know is WHAT CHANGED? Us or the model? Why are we running away from that model now, when we couldn't get enough of it 10-15-or-20 years ago? How could something that was so right then now be so wrong for millions of people - the revolutionaries, the exiles, the (cough) emergers?
  • Is it a cultural shift? Just as the culture at large is evolving out of modernism and conservativism and consumerism, are we christians just naturally following suit, driven helplessly along by the power of changing ideals in the world? Are we so influenced by secular postmodernism that we can't help but move along that route spiritually?
  • Did we just grow weary of it, like a child on Christmas morning who is bored of a new toy after 15 minutes?
  • Are we having, as George Barna puts it, a great "re-awakening"? Are our spiritual senses heightened in comparison with 25 years ago?
Why did it work then and not now?

Because I remember that 30 years ago the modern megachurch model was novel and new and fresh and exciting. We sang CHORUSES - no more repetitive hymns. We had classes and ministries far beyond the typical bible study. We sacrificed ritual for relativity, so that newcomers would feel comfortable. We even (gasp!) began to have Pastors who used secular films or music as examples to make a biblical point.

One thing I have noticed is the tendency for megachurces to sometimes become self-serving, self-perpetuating and self-interested. As time goes by, the members have this endless cycle of ministering to each other. They are turned inward toward the church, not outward toward the world that needs them. As a self-contained and autonomous organization, there is a finite amount of available spiritual fuel. I believe we are fed by the service of others outside the church, and while I don't wish to minimize the calling of those who are truly meant to primarily serve the flock, I think the rest of us are missing out on something.

Likewise I believe the hierarchal method of leadership has the same problem - a shortage of fuel. The same people are expected to serve in the same positions for long periods of time. This not only leads to burn-out, but to a drought of creativity and insight. This also contributes to always doing the same things the same way for years, decades and even generations.

The last church I set foot in, almost 18 months ago, was a megachurch. We were there 5 years, fully intending to stay there for a long time. But in 5 years, I felt like I ran the entire gamut of everything there was to offer and everything I had to give and then I was done. I just wasn't being fueled (spiritually) at the same pace I was burning my spirituality. Like some charismatics say, we are clay pots and we leak. We must constantly be refilled. To be honest there just weren't enough people in the body who needed me to serve them. So I found myself serving the same people over and over, the same people who others had served, the same people who had served me. I wasn't being taught or led to look outward for fuel. In the act of serving and giving to those outside the church we are filled and fueled. When we run out of new opportunities within the church to serve and minister and give of ourselves, I think we can dry up spiritually.

So what is happening? Is this just another alteration of the church, like so many that have come before? Is this something we will tire of in 15 years?

You know, scientists say that when a star begins to die it becomes larger. This is called a red giant.

From Wikipedia:
Red giants are stars "of 0.4 - 10 times the mass of the Sun which have exhausted their supply of hydrogen in their cores and switched to fusing hydrogen in a shell outside the core. Since the inert helium core has no source of energy of its own, it contracts and heats up, and its gravity compresses the hydrogen in the layer immediately above it, thus causing it to fuse faster. This in turn causes the star to become more luminous (from 1,000 – 10,000 times brighter) and expand; the degree of expansion outstrips the increase in luminosity, thus causing the effective temperature to decrease. "
Has the core of the church become so emtpy of fuel that it is beginning to collapse? In this process, are we being force to look outward for a source of fuel?

Maybe that's not an entirely accurate analogy, as this scenario ends with the death of the star, which is not the end result I would like to see of the current modern form of church.

But there is some similarity there, is there not?

Is the Emerging Church a Noun, Adjective or Verb?



Once again I found myself trying to define the term "emerging church" to someone. People who are familiar with the term "emerging church" usually believe they understand it's meaning. However, I see so much confusion as to the definition, it's obvious that we still have a long way to go before we effectively clarify the meaning.

While it's not something that particularly concerns me, as I am not involved with any kind of church at the moment and I have no real authority to speak on the matter, I did have a thought about this term and the difference in understanding equating with the difference between the term being viewed as a noun, adjective or verb.

I hesitate to even perpetuate the discussion. As a blogger and blog-reader, I am actually thoroughly tiring of this being an issue. I don't really care for the use of the term anymore because it has become so complicated and misunderstood. But because people are still asking, I guess I felt motivated to share my thoughts, insignificant as they are. So I'll throw in my $.02 and then add the thoughts of some much more informed and authoritative individuals.

So - some people believe the term is a noun, a thing. They likely have the understanding that the Emerging Church is like the Baptist Church - a denominational structure. Often these people become confused, if not downright defensive, when told that it is not a "denomination" but indicative of movement or change.

Others see it as an adjective, describing someone or something that affiliates itself with, involves, or practices a certain type of meeting, place of meeting, type of worship, or cultural relevance in the application of Christian faith.

Still others understand that the term as a verb, an action word. The term is representative of something that is happening, rather than something that exists. It is intangible. Obviously for people who are accustomed to a "church" term being a tangible thing consisting of exact beliefs and practices, the notion that it is intangible is a somewhat alarming thing.

Now for some quotes from those who know more than I do and my comments about them:

::: While it's challenging to determine when the term first began being used in reference to the church, I have found some ideas about it's origin. A number of emerging church bloggers refer to a book titled "The Emerging Church", by Bruce Larson and Ralph Osborne, published in 1970. But the term has only gained widespread use in fairly recent years.

As one frame of reference, Dan Kimball expresses these thoughts:
"I first heard the term "emerging church" around 1997 when Leadership Network was using it as their tagline which said "advance scouts for the emerging church".
"For me, the term "the emerging church" simply meant churches who were focusing on the mission of Jesus and thinking about the Kingdom in our emerging culture. It meant churches who were rethinking what it means to be the church in our emerging culture. It meant churches who were "being the church" instead of "going to church" in our emerging culture.
"The word "emerging" simply means 'what is coming to the surface'. So I use the term for what is the Spirit of God bringing to the surface in terms of the church that He has since the birth of the church."
::: Unfortunately this term that I believe was intended to be an adjective or verb has become a noun, a title, a name for something. Alan Creech says (emphasis and italics belong to the author):
"I am hearing far too often lately the term "emerging church" being used as if it were one cohesive group of people with a common agenda...

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Until recently, that term was only used as a adjective to describe something that was going on with Christians in this period in history - something new and interesting. So, it got talked about waaaay too much, written about one too many times I guess, and a "label" has been developed and it has begun to be placed on people. This is unfortunate.

"The biggest reason that it is unfortunate is because it is a constructed and false label. That'll do right there, I reckon, for being reason enough. It is an illusory notion that there is some unified ecclesiastical "animal" called "the emerging church" which has some kind of common voice and authority of some sort. This is simply not so. There may well be a bunch of people all over the world who are starting to notice some of the same things and do some similar things church-wise, some things. But there is not nearly this group of leaders who can be rightfully called the "leaders of the emerging church." There just isn't any such thing."
::: The way I see it, the EC cannot be a denomination, because many of it's "members" are actually active members of existing denominations. From Wikipedia:
"The emerging church is highly decentralized with little co-ordination. There is no mutually agreed upon ecclesiology about the role and nature of the church.

"Some emergents attend local independent churches that specifically identify themselves as being "emergent" while others contribute to the conversation from within existing Christian denominations. Denominational affiliation ranges from the Anglican/Episcopal Church to the Southern Baptist Convention while many emergent churches are non-affiliated intentional communities or house churches. [6][7] Emergents share a willingness to challenge traditional church structures and organizations like the house church movement while respecting the different expressions of traditional Christian denominations. [8]"

::: Some thoughts on the fear that this organism is quietly trying to usurp or demolish existing church structures: the emerging church doesn't desire or intend to replace the existing system, but to complement it, to add something of value to it.

Andrew Jones says:
"New things compliment and enhance rather than replace.

"In emerging church, new models take their place with traditional models. Asking “What is the next model “ becomes redundant, since novelty by itself is no longer valued and the emergent is actually a remix of ancient and recent and present. Thus our hesitation. Our emerging models are taken as threats to the residual church, but they should not be. We want to preserve older models, not replace them. We want them to stay and remain healthy because we see ourselves as intrinsically linked to their heritage. We want our new models of church to nestle snuggly alongside the old models in a way that allows synergy and interdependence. Old wineskins allow for vintage wine and so do new wineskins. If Jesus likes them both, then we all should find room in our ecclesiology for the other."
In other words, it does not want to exterminate existing churches, but to collaborate with them in the commission to make disciples of all nations.

[Sidenote: nations, in my opinion, not only means an independent governing nation state, but also any race, generation, culture or people anywhere in the world. Hence, the word nation could as easily mean your next-door neighbors as it could mean a tribal people halfway around the world - see ethnos - Greek 1484 at BlueLetterBible - "a multitude of individuals of the same nature or genus".]

Of course one thing that adds to the confusion is the word emergent. It is often used somewhat interchangeably with the word emerging when paired with the word church.

Doug Pagitt said this on Religion & Ethics Newsweekly:
"Five years ago or so when numbers of us started using this phrase "emergent," there were a number of reasons why we thought this word worked well. The reason I was most excited about it is the use in a forestry term or an agriculture term. Emergent growth is the growth in a forest that is growing below the surface, that if you were to knock away the dead pine needles and leaves and branches, you would see the growth that's happening there. The health of a forest is determined by the health of the emergent growth, the growth that's about to come up.

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The idea is there's something that's about to come to the surface, and it's growing in the environment of the rest of the forest or the rest of the field. So it's not against, it's not over in another field, it's not something that wants to destroy the forest; in fact, it's going to grow because of the protection of it -- the idea that there was this emergent growth that was happening in Christianity, that was protected and that was going to have the chance to survive because of the environment."
But here's where the confusion comes in. Emergent is also an organization that is often mistaken for being or representing the "emerging" or "emergent" church, when instead it is rather a resource for emergers, a network for Christians who find themselves in the throes of "emerging".

From their website:
"We must imagine and pursue the development of new ways of being followers of Jesus … new ways of doing theology and living biblically, new understandings of mission, new ways of expressing compassion and seeking justice, new kinds of faith communities, new approaches to worship and service, new integrations and conversations and convergences and dreams.

"In recent decades, a small number of Christians across the globe have begun taking on this challenge, and now they are beginning to find one another to share insights and encouragement and hope. Growing networks in Africa, Latin America, Asia, Europe, and North America are coming together in person and online for thoughtful conversation, prayer, worship, and action as part of this transforming mission.

A network called emergent is seeking to network these important regional networks. Emergent is for people who feel called by God to invest their lives at this new edge of transition, exploration, creativity, challenge, collaboration, faith, danger, and opportunity."
The other confusion that I see is that the term often is used in reference to a generation, much like the terms Generation X or Y.

Andrew Jones say this, as well:
"My experience in UK is that Brits often confuse emerging church with ministering to youth. It is not “youth church” or “Gen X Church”, although young people are likely to model many of the emerging cultures values. Emerging church is open to [prefers?] intergenerational involvement and is probably suspect of attempts to isolate and fragment into age-specific ministry. Thinking that emerging ministry is youth ministry is a trap. If we believe the problem is youth, then we only have to wait a few years for young people to grow up and think like their parents. But the problem is deeper than age. It has more to do with a different value system and worldview, which they will not grow out of. The emerging culture sees life in a radically different way than their parents, and will need to understand the way of Jesus in their own culture. This is the missional challenge for us, the same challenge that the church in every age is faced with."
::: One more note - awhile back Steve Taylor worte the A to Z of the emerging church. Well written and enjoyable, this touches on many different aspects of the "emerging church" and the people who identify themselves with it. It helps one to see how vast and varied this thing is, how it is not something stationary or easily definable but rather fluid and broad and intangible.

So there you have it.

In a nutshell:

It is a verb, an action or motion. It is something that is happening.
It is an adjective used to describe places or people who align themselves with that motion which is happening.
It is not a noun. It is not the title of an organization or denomination. It is not something definable or stationary or concrete. It has no leaders or structure.

7.21.2006

Things I read today...


The Pool and the Simile


I have had the boys in swimming lessons the last two weeks. We go to an outdoor pool, which has it's advantages (getting to be out in the sun in moderate weather) and disadvantages (having to be out in the sun on 100 degree days.).

I'm presently pretty warm -though it might only be 80 at the moment, the pool has an all brick surround (hot and breezeless) and concrete on the ground (absorbs the sun and releases it into your feet) so it always feels 10 degrees hotter here than it really is. Now I'm not a complainer about the heat, I did live in Texas for awhile and so I can appreciate the mildness of Northwest heat vs. Southern heat. Besides, our humidity is always low, so it is more comfortable than other places.

So as I watch all these kids learn to swim, I am presented with insight.

They all have different form, different strengths and weaknesses. Some of them have great "kicks" and lousy "arm strokes". Some the reverse. Some end up far from where they intended to be when starting out. They might swim at an angle instead of straight, usually because they have a dominant side and a weak side and they have not developed balance. Their instructors gently correct them and steer them the right way.

What I notice is that the instructors never chastise the kids for over-or-under-steering. Now if this were the church they might say "You have too much grace and not enough truth, so you need to study the Bible more". But instead they say, "Try to pull with the left more and the right less. But it takes practice and you're doing just fine".

OOps I did it again! I see analogies in life every day. It drives people around me crazy because I'm always comparing something to something else.

I guess Jesus taught me that. He used everyday life situations to demonstrate a principle. They were called parables, but essentially they were analogies, metaphors or similes. Honestly they are probably more accurately defined by one word than the others, but since I'm sitting by the pool I don't have a dictionary handy. In any case I think you get my drift.

So I guess it's OK to do the metaphor thing. Jesus knew that we learned best when Biblical principles were contextualized in everyday life or given in comparison to realities we could grasp, rather than just being taught as law: "do this because I said to". He not only taught us how to behave and treat others by this method, but he also demonstrated cause and effect, as well.

So if my metaphors drive you crazy, I apologize and say that I learned from the best!

7.20.2006

The next step?



I have been reading alot and posting very little lately. So maybe this is a time of soaking up ideas rather than putting forth ideas. I am reading George Barna's Revolution, and I am working on Soul Tsunami - Len Sweet, Generous Orthodoxy - Brian McLaren & Tony Campolo and Blue Shoe - Anne Lamott as well. I am not going to bother with links right now, I think you all are familiar with those books.

I think what is on my mind today is this: I love, relish the encouragement I have found in books and blogs. Support for the church "leaver" in me, support for the radical and evolving faith I seem to posses that I have not found a local niche for. I have healed from this last season in such amazing ways. It's not that I feel total healing - I don't think that ever comes this side of Heaven. But I have come so far in the last year. I have loved having the opportunity to share my pain and my growth here with you. The books I have read, like the A New Kind of Christian (Brian McLaren) series have given me hope that I can find a new way of being a christian, and I have cherished the realization that I am not alone out there. I have seen my liberal self released from decades of conservative oppression in the institutional church (that's not a slam, just a comment) , and I am no longer afraid to say that I do not hold the traditional conservative evangelical views on many subjects.

I realize I certainly have been anything but gracious to the church in general, and to the church I left specifically. I have ranted and raved and spewed venom on my bad days. I have had to work through hate, hate of a system and hate of the people that perpetuate it. I have found that the weight of the realization that I am loved exactly as I am and am free to be the person I am made to be has cast a new light on my feelings towards the church. While I have not yet found anywhere I "fit" I realize that just because I have struggle with the system doesn't mean the system is inherently bad.

Freedom is such a valuable thing. With close friends fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan, I am forced to realize how high the price of political freedom is. Every time I turn on the TV lately I hear about the fighting between Israel and it's neighbors. There is a cost to freedom, and there is a cost to being able to have a nation to call "home".

Likewise, I have learned that the cost of spiritual freedom was also exorbitant - it cost us the Life of Christ. But I look at that with awe, not sadness. I see that Jesus so badly wanted us to be free - free to follow God less the constraints of the law - free to worship God without the guilt of sin separating us from Him - that He willingly gave his life to give us this gift. I cannot hold a grudge towards anyone who follow Jesus, no matter how their "walk" might seem from my perspective, regardless of how they practice faith - how they meet or worship or evangelize or understand the Bible or because of their political views or activity. I cannot look with disdain at the church as a building - even though I believe church is a lifestyle not a place - I know that that "place" has been a lifeline for so many people.

We are allowed freedom to worship and honor God in the way we are motivated to do so. As long as our faith centers around Christ, there is little that is not debatable, as we all know by the arguments swirling around the "emerging church" and the incredibly polar perspectives about it.
Here's where I get hung up though - what to do now? I finally feel validated in my journey, I have learned so much and found such great freedom. I have felt safe here in this season and with my friends and family and here on this blog to cry and wail and scream and tear my hair and search and as question and criticize and smile and laugh and live out this season.

But as I feel that I am exiting this season of exile - what to do now? I know I do not fit in traditional church, so how to find something unconventional enough in my area to become a part of it? I am missing fellowship - not in the bible study and accountability sense, but in the love and food and deep conversation sense. It's not that I totally lack fellowship, I have my close circle, but I want to become part of something where I can stretch and expand my horizons and make a difference and love and be loved. Where I can accept and be accepted.

What should we do when we come out of the wilderness season, the season of exile and desert wandering? If I know I don't belong in the the typical church, how to find where I DO belong?

Can someone please write a book about "the next step"? And make it snappy. I need some answers ASAP.

7.15.2006

Please Pray


I'm going to complain a little and beg for some prayer.

Had another horrible migraine this week. It's unusual for me to have two in a year, let alone two so close together. Was out Thursday and Friday, recovering today.

Last time, about 3 weeks ago, I had numbness in my left arm. Though this is common with migraine, I have not experienced it before. So my Dr. ordered a couple scans - MRI and MRA. The scans, to my relief, returned normal.

After having had the scans, I'm not so much worried about there being something seriously wrong as I am concerned with finding a medication that works. Tried the latest "miracle" medication, Relpax, and although I did notice maybe a difference of about 25%, it was nowhere near the response my Dr. had hoped for.

It's obvious that my migraines have changed - the numbness is new, as is the frequency and the intensity. Also, I have typically been able to treat with heavy doses of ibuprofen (as directed by my Dr.) but the ibuprofen has had NO effect the last two times. We also are working to find the cause, though that is secondary to finding a treatment that works. In any case, my usual triggers have not been the culprit the last two times. I know the triggers can change over time, but I am still in the dark as to what my new trigger(s) are. My last one before this series of two was in October, and although I also did not know the trigger that time, I was able to treat it by the usual methods.

There is some speculation that my last two triggers were changes in barometic pressure/weather/temperature. While this is certainly not unheard of in migraine sufferers, I have never had this experience before, and as I have lived in the same climate my whole life, I have trouble seeing this be the cause. But I won't rule out anything at this point.

To make a long story short, this has seriously affected my life, including blogging. Trying to keep track of what's going on in my life each day (sleep, food, weather, stress etc.) so I can watch for a pattern, but also just the cycle of being ill ... three weeks ago hubby had to take time off work to take care of the family and take me to the Dr. This time he did not have to take time off, but had to do all the parent duty for 2 days. Since I lose at least 2 entire days each time, and I am usually not up to 100% for 2-4 more days, of course there is catching up to do with housework and life and all.

And of course, hving migraines where I do not know the trigger and am not able to treat have created in me a fearful being. I am beginning to be terrified of them, afraid to go out in the sun, afraid to drive (because I have aura which renders me unable to see), afraid to sit at the computer for too long, afraid to do anything or eat anything or go anywhere out of the ordinary.

I just want it to stop completely, but if it won't stop I want to be able to treat it effectively and to know what the underlying cause(s) is (are) so I can prepare for or even prevent them.

And if anyone has any advice to offer, I would appreciate, post a comment or e-mail me. Also, if anyone is inclined to shoot up a prayer for me, that would be cool.

Thanks so much, Lily

A sidenote: isn't it interesting that Blogger's spell-check doesn't recognize the word "blogging"?


7.10.2006

Just catching up...


Sorry I've been absent lately, just haven't had anything really compelling to say. I'm mulling over some things that are going on in my life and